When I start pulling on my pony tail, the tip of the plug drives directly into my prostate and fills me with euphoria. It is the most amazing feeling – impossible to describe with mere words! After 132 long days without a single orgasm, my prostate is so sensitive that just thinking about it fills me with bliss, so doing this right now is mega sensory overload! I think this toy might have just broken my brain a little. I’m so worked up that I am actually humping the air even after pulling it out. It actually feels like I am still pulling on my pony tail even when it’s not inside! This feeling won’t even stop! It feels like almost having an orgasm over and over again without even ejaculating!

I wonder what actually having an orgasm would feel like? It has been so very long that I’ve actually forgotten what it’s like! I can imagine a wave of absolute euphoria overwhelming my senses until I scream out in blissful joy. Sometimes I like to watch videos of myself from back when I was still allowed to cum. What a lucky man I was, I’m almost jealous! But then again, I’d rather be where I’m at today, so desperate and horny and absolutely alive. Life as an indefinitely denied pleasure pet is truly the best!