I love playing with my horny self, especially when I know that my next orgasm might never happen! I am a permanently chaste pleasure pet, so I never know when (or if) I will get to cum again. It’s always a mystery to me, and such an incredible thrill when it happens! Having orgasms so rarely means that I really appreciate them a lot, fantasizing about each one for months and months on end.

Sometimes I worry that all the build up will make them feel like a disappointment. However, that never happens. Orgasms are all so beautiful and unreal to me that they always exceed my expectations! It makes me wish I could experience them even more often… Oh I just want to cum so bad, right now! Just a few more strokes, just one more… I will cum if I continue to tease myself so intensely! Playing with my horny self at this stage makes me so much more aroused than ever! If only I could cum, just once… I want to feel that wonderful release. I want to taste my delicious cum, savor it on my tongue before gulping it down. I can hardly wait until my next orgasm!