This is what my hard and horny penis looks like after 142 days of denial. It still wants to cum just as badly as ever. My mind, on the other hand, has been trained to never desire release again. My deepest wish at this point is that one day I will be told that my orgasms will be taken away forever! It has long been a fantasy of mine that I could actually have my ability to ejaculate removed – permanently. I wonder if that kind of surgery would ever be possible? Would it even be ethical? Especially if it did not coincide with any sort of reduced sex drive. If I didn’t have to worry about going over the edge, I would be able to pleasure myself without restraint, while still remaining a chaste pet!

Still, that is just the messed up fantasy of a crazy way-too-horny pleasure pet. Going so many days without orgasm really does some crazy things to the brain (and to the penis)! I want to cum so incredibly bad – but at the same time I want to be denied forever! What an impossible and wonderful situation I find myself in! Will my hard and horny penis ever get any relief? Here’s a hint: probably not!