Look at how my black lighted cock glows with arousal. I love changing the lighting colors to suit all different moods. Sometimes I just want to turn the lights down real low and play with myself for hours at a time. I wonder what it would look like if a big load of cum were spraying out of my black lighted cock while I took this picture… That would look so sexy! It would feel even better, I’m sure! I wonder if it would glow under this lighting?

I love fantasizing about my next orgasm, even though it might not be for a very long time. You see, I am a chaste pleasure pet. This means that I never get to cum unless I get permission. Even if I am really good, this still almost never happens. All the while I edge myself over and over for days and weeks and months on end, focusing all of that distilled sexual energy onto my next orgasm. Of course, I’m never guaranteed that there will even be another orgasm to look forward to. It is always entirely possible that my final orgasm is behind me. I might have to spend the rest of my life horny like this, every day feeling exponentially more desperate than the day before!